Honeypaw
Thunderclan Apprentice
The ginger tuxedo was carefully making his way into the camp, it was very late within the night and everyone had retired to their dens after a long day. Everyone except him. Honeypaw just couldn't sleep! These days, the large tom has become extremely restless as of recently with everything happening. If it wasn’t the serial killer on the loose, it was the everyday life of an apprentice. Growing up wasn’t an easy thing, he certainly knew that. Honeypaw always seeked comfort in his brother Badgerpaw and Bunnypaw, his younger sister. Since kithood, he always found himself closer with the two more than anyone.
Of course there was Lilypool as well.
Honeypaw’s relationship with Lilypool was slightly complicated, he couldn’t describe it. His mentor and him were very close friends and trained together, but she kept him at an arm's length like everyone else. Badgerpaw had reassured him, telling him that every mentor was like that. Snapping out of his thoughts, it wasn’t until he spotted Bunnypaw leaving the apprentices den as well. A boyish grin appeared on his face once seeing his sister “Come on Slowpoke.” Honeypaw teased, his light blue eyes shined with excitement. Bunnypaw and Honeypaw had a lot of heart to heart talks, something he couldn’t really have with anyone else. Would Lilypool and Bunnypaw’s mentor be upset in the morning? Sure, but both of them could deal with the consequences in the morning.
Both of them went towards the middle of the clearing, suddenly the massive tom had flopped down on his back and Honeypaw had let out a long sigh. Feeling his smaller sister laying next to him, he turned his head to look over at her “You think that when I earn my warrior name, they’ll let me go straight to the elder’s den? Certainly feel my bones cracking with the amount of training I had recently.” Honeypaw joked, but certainly could tell something was on Bunnypaw’s mind. “What’s on your mind Rabbit?” He questioned, using his nickname that he gave her when they were kits. Growing up was certain, but family and love was something they would permanently be dealing with for the rest of their lives.
𝓑𝓾𝓷𝓷𝔂𝓹𝓪𝔀
thunderclan . apprentice . 9 moons
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The she-cat's ears flicked at her elder brother's easy identification of her sacreligious feelings, and she glanced away, leaning forward to rest her chin onto her paws. Bunnypaw echoed his sigh, she reached out, and placed her paw on his as she finally cast her gaze back to him again. His words blossomed thoughts in her mind...
Was that what she wanted from her own life? To become a mate, to have kits, and continue the bloodline? As Bunnypaw took a moment to consider it, the same tom flashed into her mind once more. Letting out a sniff, she lashed her tail, willing herself to chase him from her mind. Stupid loner tom, making her feel so weird and sappy... But the more she thought, the more she realised just how unachievable that kind of life would be for her.
Her condition would make having kits of her own dangerous, and possibly even fatal, and the realisation of that hit her like a brick. A chasm opened up within her heart, and she felt her ears instinctively flattening against her skull, tail sweeping sadly across the camp floor.
"Well..." She started, giving him a sheepish glance. "If...I tell you, you can't tell anyone, okay? Not even mom or dad." Bunnypaw looked up at him with a sense of urgency, leaning toward him, eyes burning with intensity.
"But...I guess I should probably talk to someone about it... I need to get it out of my system..." To be honest, she just wanted to distract herself from the agonising pain in her heart, caused by her own revelation about herself. "...A few moons ago, I ran into this tom...he was strange." She mewed, "He didn't hurt me, but I saw him again just a half-moon ago, and he..."
Bunnypaw felt that heat once more rising to her face. "Ever since, I haven't been able to stop thinking about him. It's stupid...because he isn't even a clan cat, and I couldn't even have a family of my own ever..." Her ears and whiskers drooped, as tears began to prick at the corners of her eyes. "But he was very handsome...and I..." The look she gave her elder brother was one of pure desperation. "I don't know what to do..."